7/17/12 - Starting Over, Barby

I have been a little discouraged lately because of the weight gain and I was talking to my sister about how I didn't want to blog yet another "starting over" blog. "But that's the point, you have a bad day, you get up, and you start over". So here I am. I'm in my new house and my kitchen will be done by the weekend so I can start cooking and getting back to eating healthy again. But now it's delivery and junk food sitting every where so I went to the grocery store and bought some fruit, some healthy frozen dinners for lunches, and honest tea and newman o's so I wouldn't be tempted to buy soda and junk food from the snack machine. Yesterday for some reason I just could not stop binging - it's true that once you have the soda or the sweet treat you feel like you need to have more and more as the day goes on. But this needs to stop and I need to take control again because I'm not happy. So today I am starting over.