Barby - Spinning my Wheels

It's Thursday, only two more days until I weigh in and I'm a little nervous. It's the same thing that happens every week. I don't track on the weekend, then spend the rest of the week trying to get my weight to drop by weigh in. And the worst part is that I try to do good, imagine how bad it would be if I wasn't even trying on the weekend. They say you get out of it what you put into it. If I only half a$$ it then I will get half a$$ results. My biggest problem is eating out because I don't feel like cooking. I really need to break that habit, especially since I don't even like most of the food I get. I have improved and cut back with it but it's still an issue. The delivery I had a couple nights ago is still haunting me on my scale but it hasn't bothered me too much until today when I realized there are only 3 weeks until thanksgiving and I still have 8 lbs to go to make my goal. Now all I can do is think about all the times I slipped up. This time around it really is all about baby steps for me because I am progressing, just very, very slowly. I do notice that I am feeling stronger and making smarter choices on my own. I didn't eat a single piece of candy yesterday despite all the halloween candy that was every where. It's a small victory but a good one. I just need to shake that spinning my wheels feeling I have today.